See this girl? Olivia. Last year, or the start of this year, I watched her original video. While she was alive.
She was on TV today. They said she had killed herself.
She kept on saying on her tumblr continuously, that she would do it. Anonymous messages kept on coming up saying “You’ve said you’re going to kill yourself over 10 times. So either shut up or do it.”
Most of you, won’t understand me. Actually, I don’t think any of you will.
I honestly feel like crying. Because there are so many people out there that I can’t help. There are so many people who think they are useless, who think they’ll do a world a favor if they go, who cut, who are depressed, who suicide… and I can’t help them.
I honestly feel like a horrible person, and I feel like it’s my fault when someone does something bad to themselves and I can’t prevent them from doing them. I feel the burden and guilt on my shoulders.
I wish everyone could be happy. Yes, everyone is different, but does that make it right to make them FEEL different? I don’t know what the world is coming to. Why do people feel the need to put others down? So they can feel good about themselves. Society [not everyone, just the bad part] has become so obsessed about being popular, about being top, about being the leader, that it has influenced everybody around them.
I wish everyone, would just stop. I wish everyone would stop feeling the need to be more important than someone else to fulfill their personal standards. I wish we all didn’t have labels. “Popular Kids, Geeks, Dorks, Nerds, Wannabees, Sluts, Disabled Kids.” Why does everything have to have a label?
Yes, some people have different contours, but overall we’re all the same. We all have a heart, a soul, and that inner voice inside of us embracing to be something great. But [Society] is stopping us. It’s leading us the wrong direction, thus making us embrace the bad part within us, causing others grief, so we can feel better about ourselves.
All I’m asking is for you to reblog this. I want to spread my word. I want to get heaps of followers, NO, NOT JUST TO BE FAMOUS, I want to get heaps of followers, so I can help everyone out. I want everyone to know that they’re beautiful, and that they ARE worth something. I just want people to realize that their life is precious.
Please, if you may, reblog, even if you leave up for 10 minutes, please reblog. I just want to spread my message. Here is my advice page if you want to read, it might help.
Stay strong, and if you ever need anything, I’m here. Thank you for reading.
This is cursed, if you don’t reblog it, you’ll die in 90 seconds.
SORRY FOLLOWERS, AND MY THEME. I MUST. IT’S… DSKJHDFJHLDJ
im sorry but i bet half of these people dont even know who kevin, jimmy, paul, ed, josh, andy, anne, or even perrie are. idk. its just sad to me</3
^It’s possible to love One Direction without knowing everyone related to them
thank you so much tumblr for showing me this video. never will i not reblog. like i cant breath.
ohmygod. this fandom…we are too much